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[14 May 2005|01:43am]
good bye journal it's been hella nice!
Are You A Rock Star

[12 May 2005|10:38pm]
how funny it is that i see him at tower records and my natural reaction is to say hi and you should have seen his face. i think i'll leave that for amanda to describe who was there as a witness. all i can say is i have all the information that i needed to put it behind me. all speculation, as if there really was any is now gone.
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[12 May 2005|07:53am]
i figured it out. you are the attachment to the past that will not die. it is you who keeps bringing the shadows back to my life. now i know what must be done to finally rid myself of what i could not dissolve. we were different people when we met and it's now obvious several years later the void has widened, i thought was closing. i've made mistakes i'm just a man. i thought i paid for them but then you came in. giving out my home address to someone who i barely just brushed pass years ago. funny how i sent it to you and a week later it ends up in someone elses hands. dont deny the truth. it was you. after all i've helped you. i'll never understand why people put knives in the back of the ones they know.
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[12 May 2005|01:37am]
i deleted my old screen name i've had since high school and decided this morning at 0100 that it was time for a change. if you want to know my new AOL screen name just ask. i'll decide if i want to tell you. if i dont reply or you got deleted from my friends list well get the hint? i'm only talking specifically about a group of people. anyways. later
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i have an overwhelming feeling of joy right now... [11 May 2005|02:31am]
i'm so thankful for the friends i have made and kept throughout my life. i know that sometimes i'm not the easiest person to understand. in fact maybe you dont understand me much at all but you simply just like me.
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[07 May 2005|08:01pm]
it's kind of strange how things you've forgotten about have a way of surfacing and reminding you of the person you once were. i've made alot of mistake i'm not proud of but i've changed since then. i've even tried to right my wrongs but sometimes i still dont think it's enough. not that i ever think that doing wrong should ever be forgotten but i do think there's a point when it should be left alone. people do change.
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[07 May 2005|06:01pm]
do you remember your imagination
when neverland was your destination
your magical adventure isn't over yet
just hold on tight and dont forget
every wish, every dream you ever had
close your eyes and it will all come rushing back
fly away
all you need is to believe
and remember when
you never know where your dreams might take you
so keep them safe and sound
dont let reality wake you
feel your sweetest memories come and carry you away
just get lost in yesterday
every wish, every dream you ever had
just close your eyes and it will all come rushing back
fly away
all you need is to believe
and remember when
surrender to the innocents
you thought it left behind
and reach your child that lives inside
every wish, every dream you ever had
just close your eyes and it will all come rushing back
fly away
all you need is to believe
and remember when
Are You A Rock Star

[06 May 2005|11:51pm]
the last 2 days have been the best i've had in a long time. actually, the days that have been the best in the last 2 weeks are the ones where i have gone to disneyland.
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[06 May 2005|03:27am]
I wanna call the stars
Down from the sky
I wanna live a day
That never dies
I wanna change the world
Only for you
All the impossible
I wanna do

I wanna hold you close
Under the rain
I wanna kiss your smile
And feel the pain
I know what's beautiful
Looking at you
In a world of lies
You are the truth

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

I wanna make you see
Just what I was
Show you the loneliness
And what it does
You walked into my life
To stop my tears
Everything's easy now
I have you here

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

In a world without you
I would always hunger
All I need is your love to make me stronger

And baby
Everytime you touch me
I become a hero
I'll make you safe
No matter where you are
And bring you
Everything you ask for
Nothing is above me
I'm shining like a candle in the dark
When you tell me that you love me

You love me
When you tell me that you love me
Are You A Rock Star

[06 May 2005|01:02am]
hey everyone!

ok so i ended up going back to disneyland tonight and my frustrations went away. i took lots of pics but these are prolly some of the "better ones." i'll post more as time goes on i just went crazy editing these and posting them. it's pretty hard to edit 400 shots all at once but i'm trying. the parade music is so awesome, very different approach then normal. the fireworks are so amazing!!!! pyro did a great job once again and it's going to be hard for them to out do this show after the celebration is done. the castle looks beautiful but i wasn't able to get close enough to take pics of it. way too much press and the area was basically blocked off all day. when i go back this weekend i'll take some pics, if i go back. i might just stay away for the weekend and hope that some of the chaos dies away. yeah, i know what a joke right! one can only hope to think that especially after the monster crowds at disneyland i haven't seen in awhile. maybe things will be back to normal and the park will now thrive again like it did in the mid 90's?
-brien

time for sleep i've been up since 0230
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[05 May 2005|06:30pm]
god i am so fucking irritated with my mother. first she wants to go back to disneyland to see all everything then she doesn't, now she wants to go back again and now she doesn't. i'm annoyed with someone who can't make up her mind especially since i want to go. i should just go with out her. i'm thinking about doing that actually. i just wish i had someone to go with.
-brien
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[05 May 2005|06:45am]
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[05 May 2005|06:38am]
a pic took this morning at disneyland during the good morning america taping! yes, it rained and very chilly lol.
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[04 May 2005|10:49am]
the new fall out boy cd rocks go out and buy it right away! they are selling it on itunes if you have access to that. it's the best $10 bucks you'll ever buy i promise. anyways i'm outtie to a second interview, wish me luck. oh i'm doing the GMA (good morning america) 50th anniversary disneyland thing tomorrow morning. watch for me on TV!!!

-brien
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[03 May 2005|01:18am]
it's always so hard to explain something to someone who has never worked for disney because they just dont get it.
Are You A Rock Star

[01 May 2005|06:20pm]
how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where i've become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home wake me up inside
wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become

now that i know what i'm without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

wake me up inside
call my name and save me from the dark
bid my blood to run
before i come undone
save me from the nothing i've become
bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time i can't believe i couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
i've been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life
Are You A Rock Star

[30 Apr 2005|11:03pm]
the day was ok... i just wish tomorrow was already over! anyways i should be sleeping because i need to be up hella early.
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[30 Apr 2005|01:48pm]
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[30 Apr 2005|01:33pm]

just a random picture i took yesterday... the castle looks good finally!

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